Finding My Way Out of the Rabbit Hole

After this horrible mess I have been in, I am starting to surface just because of Angelmarie. I think she is posting to me via Christian's blog but her straightforward comments have served to ground me again, at least somewhat. I am exhausted from this, mentally and physically,which has been the point of all the harassment. I have not slept at night because I am afraid Leroy and his minions will make good on his and Christian's threats. I have been trying to sleep during the day because revenants generally function best in the dark. When I thought about it, this morning I remembered why I started this blog: to serve as a counterweight to Christian's outing of people who cannot get out of his way. Anonymity. That's right. Read my Privacy 101 post. I have been pestered, hounded, had my character defiled, my very humanity questioned. I will do all that I can to fix this but it has become very complicated so I have to think it through. I will start by changing names again but I need to stay online, here, to tell the story. This is a classic example of how a person gets torn down, day after day. I dished it back for a while but Christians' threat via Dan (sounds so stupid put that way!) really did its work. I need to feel safe enough to sleep, it's broad daylight, I think I can.